FML

i sit here in bed with nothing but the light from my laptop and the sound of elton johns greatest hits on vinyl,reflecting on what will come of my life in the coming months, slightly distracted by the pain in my ear.i pierced my other ear on saturday, that was funny. it kind of got stuck half way though and didnt want to go through, after a little bit more effort on my part, the ear ring finally went through. no blood... i found that weird.
so yeah heres the situation im in.
i hate my job, mainly because my boss is the biggest bitch in the world.
i know she wants to fire me.. pretty sure the only reason she hasnt is because we are very short staffed.
but fair enough i dont want to work there anymore either, so many moments in the day that i just want to say "yah know what... im goin home, shove this job up your arse sideways" but sadly i dont because fulltime work is a little hard to come by at the moment... with the worlds finacial crisis and all?
plus what the hell kind of job am i gunna get? id dig working in a cool hip clothes shop that gets to flair high energy music all day. where all the staff have tattoos, piercings and rock n roll beards.. the rock n roll beard that my current job wont let me grow.


so basically, i want to leave my job.. very much cant afford to be without work.. with rent and bills to pay and all that.

oh how i envy the people that are my age and are still living with there parents or if not can easily move back home when things get bad.. for me that cant happen as there is no "home"
i wish i could just say ... "man, i think im gunna go to uni.." and not have to worry about life for another couple of years